This past month has been a blur of days, where I have been floating in a dream like state.
Got a new job, exactly what I wanted – MNC and in Free Zone with good pay, benefits, yada, yada, yada…. Still a slight hint of dissatisfaction exists.
Started Sketching, everyone thinks I am good at it, but deep down I know better.
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| Baaah! Stoopid Nose :@ |
Trying to learn 8 ball Pool too, the opinion here is that my fingers look cute when I am holding the cue stick, hmm ok! whtevaa....
Well the average-ness of the above has definitely rendered me emotionally drained. Hence no more inspiration to write :-(
No emotions left for poetry, nothing to narrate or talk about and no wit left to convey funny incidents.
All that remains is a desire; outwardly I want it more than anything else, done everything, reiki, crystal manifestations, tarot and the good old prayers. No news yet from the heavens.
Inwardly – I don’t know. I am blank, clean, a wiped slate. No emotions – no happiness or sadness. Nothing – mayby this is a sign of me taking baby steps to being a “Susegaad”. How does that make me feel? Outwardly – YEAH! Inwardly – Huh, Whateva…..
Anyways, once the heavens answer my prayers and grant my one deep desire (totally selfless!!). Im sure there will be a spiritual awakening of some sort, all I have to do is continue praying and wait….
Rosh !
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