Blog Entry 4 - A Word to the Wise

"Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks,
But bears it out even to the edge of doom.
If this be error and upon me proved,
I never writ, nor no man ever loved."
[William Shakespeare]

Shakespeare believes (very poetically I must say) that true love stands the test of time and carries itself onward to the edge of doom.

I agree with that. 

No this is not an I am doomed for life scenario... this is just acceptance.

Yes, I will always love them, but that does NOT mean that I will never love anyone again and it most definitely does NOT mean that I want them 24 frikking hours on my mind / face, where I am so dazzled by their perfection that I stop seeing how awesome I am.

So its time to step back and figure how to stop doing the following:

You Howl & Listen, 
Listen & Wait For,

Echoes of Angels That Won't Return...

[Everything You Want - Vertical Horizon]

And start believing in the following:

Some people have to learn
Some people wait there turn
Some people but not me
I was born a champion

[Champion - Chipmunk feat Chris Brown]

Tough task indeed, but I have a few friends who might help:

1. Krishna
2. The very wise Mr. Jeffery Archer and some of his talented colleagues
3. My very reliable blog (Dear Blog, did I tell you how much I love you?)
4. My sketch pad
5. Job (My Sweet Job, I know you come & go but this time I promise to try and hang on! xoxo)
6. My ever growing watch / perfume collection <3 <3
7. University (Naah jus jokin, I still don't like you!)

Anyways the point is not to "fall" into anything again, be it love, friendships, or any type of commitment which requires emotional investment.

Must walk into it, with a firm footing and eyes wide open.

Blog Entry 3 - Desires !!

My Wish List:-

1)      The Guess Watch (Purple)

2)      The Philip Stein Watch (Red)

3)      Crystal locket from Third Eye

4)      An iPad

5)      A Mac Book

6)      Pandora Citrine Charm

My Wish Granted List:-

1)      The Guess Watch (white, black n pink)

2)      Pandora Peridote Charm

In Conclusion:-

Desires –slithering into my being,

Snakes of various passions raise their fangs,

The venomous brands steal away all reason,

The difference in needs and wants I am not seeing.

With a thumping heart I quench the pangs,

Afflicted by the poison, I commit the treason.

Clutching the purchased prize like a man drowning,

Happiness oozes in and in joy the spirit twangs.

Still its monsoon in the desert, contentment just a season,

For new unfulfilled desires have slithered into my being…