A year back I would have said that the key to happiness lies in the lap of God. Just focus your attention, activities and life unto Him and everything will fall into place and life would be good. Well that didnt work out too great, u see God is a pretty elusive fellow, long difficult path, not sure im too cut out for it you know?
9 months ago, the key to happiness lay in Independence. Build a career, get a strong resume, earn money and live life on your own terms. Be Aloof! No1 will ask any questions, no1 to bother you, Your Life is Yours Only. Total Independence = total loneliness = total boredom.
6 months ago, happiness was in Dependence. Depend on your better half, he will take care of the loneliness business --- attention, care, concern and some love -- all at your disposal. Or so I thought, relationships like chewing gum are spat out once dry.
Back to square one, by 10th January 2011 - I had nothing. No God, No Career & No Boyfriend.
Sometimes to find happiness, you need to begin from the beginning.
Tough times help clear out the crap in your life. My crappy attitude to religion, a crappy job and a crappy boyfriend all swept away in flash to make way for some off the greatest things in my life.
Im not there yet, but the Awesomeness has began and it is increasing day by day. I cant help but think that had i still been in the same situation as a year back, 9 months ago or 6 months ago, i would not have known that the true key to being happy, is with the people who truly care for you - friends who make the most depressing days amazing.
So I dedicate this blog post to Jess, Fi, Pri, Syed & MBK (my true love) - if this year had not been soo crappy I would have never known u guys like i do now and we wouldn't have some awesome memories!! U guys are Awesome! (Barney Style :P)
