The Higher Taste

In the wee hours of sobriety, admist the confusion,

emerges a Thought...

Hidden behind intense emotions

buried beneath a multitude of desires

it finnaly reveals itself,

like a ray of light in pitch darkness.

Before providing the answer,

it questions...

"What have you done to deserve happiness?

How many smile on your account

& how many cry cause of your actions?"

Living in a selfish world is easy.

Caring for none but you and your own,

nothing but a common practice.

Living without boundaries,

Giving till it hurts

and caring till its a curse,

all symptoms of selfless love.

The answer to a million problems,

is in a question,

in a choice...

"A Selfish World or Selfless Love?"   

Blog Entry 1 - Pointless Ranting

Dear Blog,

This past month has been a blur of days, where I have been floating in a dream like state.

Got a new job, exactly what I wanted – MNC and in Free Zone with good pay, benefits,  yada, yada, yada…. Still a slight hint of dissatisfaction exists.

Started Sketching, everyone thinks I am good at it, but deep down I know better.

Baaah! Stoopid Nose :@

Trying to learn 8 ball Pool too, the opinion here is that my fingers look cute when I am holding the cue stick, hmm ok! whtevaa....

Well the average-ness of the above has definitely rendered me emotionally drained. Hence no more inspiration to write  :-(

No emotions left for poetry, nothing to narrate or talk about and no wit left to convey funny incidents.

All that remains is a desire; outwardly I want it more than anything else, done everything, reiki, crystal manifestations, tarot and the good old prayers. No news yet from the heavens.

Inwardly – I don’t know. I am blank, clean, a wiped slate. No emotions – no happiness or sadness. Nothing – mayby this is a sign of me taking baby steps to being a “Susegaad”. How does that make me feel? Outwardly – YEAH! Inwardly – Huh, Whateva…..

Anyways, once the heavens answer my prayers and grant my one deep desire (totally selfless!!). Im sure there will be a spiritual awakening of some sort, all I have to do is continue praying and wait….

Rosh !